Hello, I want to say /ask something. Maybe it’s a good idea to give me again the status T (try out). Why I’m asking this, well for the following reasons. I want people give the change also accepting me become a member or not. I’m a guy prefering to hear no or hearing if there are problems with me. Then things are clear. At the moment that people are backstabbing {?} me then my feelings are not very happy anymore. I’m a guy who’s old enough to feel or remark if some people have problems with me, or me becoming a member. A possibility is that someone not like you, not more and not less, that’s human I believe. But if people in the past like you, chat with you public and private and from one moment behave totally different, then there is a point that I’m gonna think and have questions, why???? If I’m the one that behave not good, than I prefere that people talk to me and say this or that. But when people gonna ignore me and formate a group and talk totally opposite than the days before, than a point is reached that I look in the mirror and ask to myself: Am I imagine this to myself or is it real. No, because before they chat with me private on a very spontanious way and at this moment it’s not 1 but a few who ignore me and do not talk with PM and clan with the others that treat me on a certain way. If people also ask me (multiple members) at the same time if I would’t agree not to accept a player who’s connected that time, sorry but at that moment I’m gonna ask myself why. I answered that I’m not in the possition to decide; My opinion is that I don’t have the right because I’m fresh and I’m not going to decide concerning a person which I don’t know. I also checked on splatterladder and gametracker and the person in question appears only the day before for the first time, also weird I guess. So my thought’s in combination with the other experience is that I suggest that people have problems with me. Also it’s weird to me that the time before there where not persons (with a exception) on the server at night. Since I become a member there are non-stop. Also strange is that they put a spec999, without being a member. An XP of 1400 I believe. The day before people visit the server, beginning with XP above thousand and Splatterladder gametracker says that they first appear the day before. And the fact that above in the screen is mentioned “ following soldier ore engineer blablabla” and that are always the people who has log-on as last and who has the lowest XP (I don’t mind that at all, because I’m not a leader guy on the front) That are also people who have all classes in a short period. One moment thet are medic, the other moment field ops. I’m not in that position to choose, because the bots have that function in the night. Concerning my high XP; people should look also to the time I have played, believe me, this is much for that short period. And concerning spawnkilling; Yes, I did it in the beginning. I’m also crazy that I’m explain myself because there are guys doing that all the time. I’don’t mind, it’s the person in question if doing it yes or no. I want to remark that on the server is mentioned that it is allowed. I’ve also the feeling that the bots are better now these days as before, and I think that’s positive. The gameplay is not to difficult or to easy at this moment. Also I want to mention, that it’s strange to me that splatterladder or gametracker mentioned at night that there are, for example, 4 people online, but only 2 people vissible. And no, during gaming before and after, they are still there on above menitioned sitess. I also spotted that the Bot Ryver sometimes isn’t a bot, but a person on the background. When it’s true that people don’t trust me or dislike me and there is a reason to spy or monitor me at night; I want to say or ask: Why? What is the reason. If people want me to leave as an member, than it’s fine to me. I want to play on a fair and nice way. If that’s not possible than I’ve to deal with that. I feel sorry but I can’t change things. I hope not that people feel personally responsible for all of this. I also not hope that this could be the beginning of another kind of battle than the game, that is not my purpose. Maybe I’m right and is the battle already started. I will not fight back, I’m leaving in that case. I hope not that people become that angry concerning the above mentioned things, If that’s so: Sorry For me it’s very regretfully, because I’m really a sensitive guy; I thought that I found a server that’s more human than others and I ‘ll hope it will stay that way. The last thing that I want, is to judge people or that people been judged. This is absolutely NOT my perpose. Kind Regards Maurice